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Published: Sep 9, 2015

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Hey there guys.

I haven't really posted anything in a fair bit, apologies.

Life really did catch up with me.

And unfortunately so did misfortune.

You see, this piece up here, was drawn to get emotions out of me. Sort of like vent, but it wasn't anger. It's heartache. No not the heartache of a relationship. The heartache of losing someone so suddenly.

_{I was phoned on Thursday. In said phone call my mother told me that my Grandfather had been admitted to hospital and was going to be released on Saturday. There would be a family gathering to surprise him and cheer him up. It was all very last minute but my mum seemed very determined to get me down to them. (I should mention I live 600 miles away from my Grandparents, and 300 away from my Mother) So I booked flights, I cancelled work, I handed my university duties off to others, and I flew down to my Mother, and then we drove the other 300 miles. I left my house at noon. I got to my Aunts house at 11:30PM Friday. Saturday morning we received a call saying my Grandfather had fallen in the hospital and that he had passed away. I never got to cheer him up. Instead I had to say goodbye. Writing this I'm tearing up. But my brain at the moment is denying this event even happened. I can't comprehend the fact that he's gone, I refuse to believe it. It hurts so much that I can't accept it. At random moments in the day it hits me, and I cry, and then my brain shuts down again, refusing to believe reality.}

So please be warned... My art for a while may be 'venty', it may seem depressing... Apologies.

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x-Kitchigo-x

Sep 10, 2015

I know we don't each-other well but -Hugs tightly-
I've never lost a "family" member suddenly but my best friends mother a few years back.. wow its been about 6 years.. anyways she was diagnosed with rapid cancer, within a day of her telling her family and close friends she passed away. My best friend was devastated she did want to accept it. She broke down in school some ass did a your momma "joke" and she flipped out.

If you ever need a friend/listening ear Id be happy to help

Please take care, the pain never goes away, we just learn to cope with it over time.